I’m Backkkkkk

Ok so it’s been like… way too long since I’ve posted. Like 5 weeks. I’ve been a little more active on my Instagram, but not nearly enough. But I am back with yet another update!

I’ll start with that and then get to what has been going on lately and today’s post!

Update: Rather than choosing a specific day of the week to post, I am just going to post on a random day- I will aim for it to be Monday but you know me. I’m not very good at consistency ;). If I was, we wouldn’t be having these updates all the time. So anyway, I’m going to try and post at least once a week, maybe more if you all get lucky!

Now to the actual post!

Life has been crazy lately. Like crazy crazy. This last month has held a lot. A lot of things happened that quite frankly, I never want to go through again. I won’t go into detail because you guys know I’m working on positivity but… it was difficult.

But while still trying to stay positive, I also want to be honest with you all. There were days that I didn’t want to get out of bed and do my school or go to work or exercise. I wanted to lay in my bed all day and do absolutely nothing. And some days- this sounds awful, I know, I know- I probably had a reason for that. But not one that was good enough. So I got out of my bed and I fought through the exhaustion, the laziness, the lack of motivation. A feat that probably couldn’t have been accomplished without my sister dragging me out of bed half of the time.

I haven’t written in weeks. I haven’t written on here (obviously) and I haven’t written my current book. I haven’t been motivated to. That motivation is slowly coming back though- and you know that when it does, it’ll come back stronger than ever and you will be sick of me ;).

Needless to say, this is not me patting myself on the back. This is not me saying “oh my goodness, I am just SO great”. This is actually me saying “oh my goodness, I am really, really weak- but you know who is SO great? God.” This month has challenged me mentally, physically, and emotionally. And I wouldn’t have been able to make it through without the constant reminder of who was guiding my path and who was looking out for me. This past month has helped me to grow in my relationship with God in ways that I didn’t even know I needed. I look forward to my daily devotion instead of viewing it as something to get through to get “Good Christian Points”.

“Nobody is exempt from the trials of life, but everyone can always find something positive in everything even in the worst of times.”- Roy T. Bennett.

Even when we are at our lowest, and think we have hit rock-bottom, there will always be something positive. You just have to learn how to find it 🙂

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